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[Angel of Hope]

Tonight was amazing.. I was doing my step 13 on the program.. This night on step 13 was on Fellowship. I was told to go to the chatroom here to listen to someone who may need help and to share. I was completely amazed, a lady came in and I was chatting about my doctor appt I had yesterday. I have cancer on my tongue. This lady said she had cancer on her tongue also. At first it was hard to beleive.. I feel like now I was led by God to be in that chatroom tonight. We shared our problem and concerns over this health problem. I told her if she needed to talk I would listen.. she said she didnt talk too much with her family about it since they were worried enough. Mine are also concerned. She also told me she was the bread winner in her family and needed to get back to work as soon as she could. I told her I would be praying and thinking of her, she told me the same. Now this felt unreal.. meeting someone going through the same thing I am .. especially the cancer on the tongue. God knows where we need to be and leads us to others in the same need as we are facing .. to share and pray for each other. I really felt better and I know she felt alittle better knowing she wasnt alone in this. I know God is with us both.. I told her so. Never underestimate God!!! He forgives and He is there for us if we only ask. I still feel chills from this encounter. Knowing God wanted us to meet and be there at the same time.
I have still been so nervous over the upcoming scans and whatever else I might have to go through. Then the surgery..Doctors are planning the surgery in January. I KNOW GOD HAS EVERYTHING UNDER CONTROL. I know His will be done. I am human and I know God understands my nervousness, and I dont have health insurance, I do have a small cancer policy. I am trying to get help with the hospital and doctor bills.. and using cancer services. I know God will show us the way. God has been with me soo many times in my life.. I know I dont deserve his love ... but GOD IS GOOD and forgives and still loves mankind. May this lady have the peace of God and all goes well for her and her family. God Bless All Here! Love You