Christianity Oasis Forum

[living4Him]

Intense study for me today.....Talking about identifying the problem and many of the possibilities mentioned are part of my daily life. Things that are deeply imbedded in my life. Fear, Anger, Resentment, Grief, Guilt, Depression, Suicidal, Lust, Sexual sins, etc. are all present and rampant in my life. The battles are continuous and ugly. And the defeats far outnumber the victories. Bad choices based on faulty information in my brain combined with just plain old rebellion. Sometimes I wonder if I really want to be free....am I so comfy in my captivity that I fear being free? I say I am not motivated to do anything but is it just that I am more motivated to stay where I am rather than motivated to change due to fear of change? Questions that fill my mind causing confusion......I want to escape......facing these problems appears overwhelming and impossible. I fear moving forward but I can't go back.......I sit here....confused....feeling alone but knowing that I can't trust my feelings......not knowing what to trust.....who to believe or what to do next. But I have resolved to stay here....to try to work through this....to try to move forward......not to die but to live.......

[Dora]

Little victories at a times sister.

Getting up instead of sitting in the guilt is a victory.

Give Him your all. You won't be sorry.

Choose life! Yes! You Can do all things through Christ who strengthens you!

Praying for you to continue forward. Look forward not backward. Consider what you want to do not what you did do.

[mlg]

living4Him...I think your not really comfortable where you are...because if you were you wouldn't be seeking something better...I think you've just become so used to be where you are that you are afraid of the change because it's unknown to you...but I can assure you that God has better plans for you than what you have been through...and what you plan for yourself...sometimes we have to step out into the unknown to finally get to that plan God has....of course He won't force you...but He will be there with you step by step if you choose to follow Him.

Prayers continue for you.

luv ya