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[RainyKnight]

Today I sat alone in my room afraid of the world around me. I felt as though it was me against this big big world. I felt isolated as if I was drowning in my own thoughts. I have been in and out of the psychiatric hospitals. Doctors have giving me a label that I don't won't to accept. I am schizophrenic and suffer from depression. I was recently diagnose as well with diabetes on March 9, 2010. I have doctor bills that I can't pay and medicines that I need to function with that I am unable to afford. I have had trouble with finding a job. My family which includes my dad and my aunt are plotting to kick me out of there houses. I am a penny away from homelessness. I am struggling to keep up with my grades in school. Life is going down and down. I struggle with my past because I lost my mom to breast cancer when I was fifteen. My mind has never grown up since then and I feel as though I'm still fifteen. However, I have to face myself in the mirror each morning and tell myself that I am twenty-four years old and I can't live with my family forever. So I tried to heal from it all, but five years later my brother died from gang violence. I stop functioning and doing anything seems meaningless to me. I have lost hope in everything around me. I am faced with myself and I am faced with the world around me. I buried a piece of my heart with my mother and a piece with my brother and I have never been the same since. I have prayed and cried but there hasn't been any help yet. I am losing hope and just about giving up all together.

[mlg]

Hi rainyknight, welcome to the Oasis! I want to begin by giving you a huge

rainy, I want you to know that there is someone that can heal your broken heart...and He can bring joy and happiness back into your life. He knows your pain and He wants to be your friend. His name is Jesus. He feels every day what you feel, and he knows how it is to be where you are. He also wants you to know that there is hope...hope for a brighter day and better things to come. He wants to show you how to obtain that hope...and that comes by growing closer to Him...won't you allow Him to become part of your life?

Praying for you rainy.

Take care and God Bless

[Dora]

Rainy Praying for you sis. So glad the good Lord led you to us here at Christianity Oasis.

God bless and keep you dear sweet sister.


Isa 40:31 But those who wait on the LORD will find new strength.
They will fly high on wings like eagles.
They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint.