Despair
Posted: Sun Dec 25, 2011 12:29 amFor about 2 months now, my husband has gradually been treating me worse. He wanted me to start an online college course but now that I have, he's become jealous, I think. He snaps at me and condemns me whenever I try to express myself. He used to be so different when we were first married (June 2011). It didn't take long until he has become someone that I wouldn't have dared consider for marriage. When I asked him where my christian husband went, he just said "I was temporarily insane". When I try to talk to him, he gets loud and defensive and tells me that he's not going to converse with me until he says we can talk. He's stopped being intimate. He pets, sleeps, eats, and loves on our dog, Penny. When I've tried to kiss him, he kind of pulls away and then lays down in the floor and kisses the dog. This kind of behavior has broken my heart and has me considering divorce. The constant cursing and sinful behavior is starting to affect my spirituality. There's so much more that is happening, but I need to keep this short because I don't want him to see me writing this. It wouldn't be good.