December 20,2010
Life has a way of takin unexpected twists, turns, and sometimes events that spirals out of our control. I'v come to realize that this is so true and that there is absolutely nothing that we can do about it, being humans. We must follow his rules and what he asks and wants us to do. But again, not always easy to do. I find life takes us town roads that we may never see ourself going down, but yet we must cont. down that road because that is where he is leading us. Im in this situation right now. Im going down a road I didnt think I would ever travel yet im doing it and its not as bad as I thought it would be.
I find this time of the year so hard to deal with. As I get older the worse it gets. Now at 17 I just really dont even want Christmas to come, its just a time that is so hard and it never goes the way I wish it would. I'm a perfectional type of person, and want things to go a certain way and if they dont go that exact way then its all wrong. And as well all know life isnt that way. I think this just adds to Christmas time being so hard because no one is ever happy with everything they get and yet they have to complain all of the time. Im one of those who dont want to hear it, if you dont like it then dont complain, be happy that you got something but on the inside it kills me because it didnt go the way it should have.
Speech has been going very well. As a team we have placed: 3rd, 5th, 1st, 5th, & 3rd at our tournements this season. This means we have placed in all tournements thus far. Among those I have placed in two and recieved 2nd in dramatic interpritation, and 7th this last weekend in radio speaking. It gives me so much confidence when it comes to speaking infront of people and will totally help me in the real world. Softball starts after Christmas break, and the coach has insisted that I play because he needs people like me on his team. Whats that supposed to mean? Im not sure but im playing. Should be interresting. I'v not played since 8th grade, im now in 11th
![lol lol](./images/smilies/lol.gif)
so should be fun.
This is finals week at school and tomorrow is our last day. Today didnt go well, when I found out that a teacher has lost my final and doesnt think I turned it in?Why would I keep a final. I spent an hour and 15 min. in her class takening the final and didnt even get to finish it so I handed it to her with a blank page. She told me sister she doesnt have it and doesnt know what happened to it? So im hoping she finds it because if not then its a 0 and I def. dont want to take a 0 just because she lost something of mine. Tomorrow is the last day, should be easy.... Only have Algebra 2, Choir, and English to take so its a pretty easy day.
I miss everyone here so much, and hope everyone has a fantastic Christmas as well as a New Year! Never forget what this season is all about!
I Love You all!!!