No matter the struggle HE really is the key to them all.
God is so good. I feel Him with me.
Why in the world do I get so anxious about the little things in life. And really aren't they all pretty little.
I've been such a bundle of nerves that I can't hardley eat and when I do I get sick.
And here all along the answer is to just let go and let God. To trust. To be the child.
I'm scared of tomorrows battle. The morning seems to be filled with a lot of worry and fear. Like ravens coming at me on all sides.
Yesterday I just kept saying thank you for being with me. It's all I could seem to say to Him.
So began a journal of all the thoughts that are haunting me. And each one had an answer. He was the way out.
Trust when I don't see. Trust in His people. Forgive all. Including self.
Here I'm typing away and the thought of my daughter going out of the country with out me or her dad pops up. Yikes! I suspect since it's already trying to cause me to stress the fear must have no real basis. It's not from the Lord. Soooooooooo relax mom.
Had guitar lessons tonight. Most of the time was spent with her praying for me. I cried. I hate crying in public. But it was such a release.
So anyhow, all is well, despite my determination to make bad of good situations.
Worry does indeed look around.
I can do this! I am doing it! Through HIM who strengthens me.