Days 1-7
Posted: Sat Jan 24, 2009 7:41 pm
I read Day 1 then did some straightening around the house. I wasn't sure I was going to start a journal here. Sat back down at the computer, turned on the television to TBN and then pulled up this forum.
There is a movie on, obviously from the 60's. A man was in a garage with a group of people telling them that Christianity isn't about religion, it's about a relationship with Christ. Then he quoted the passage about the Spirit of Truth.
Ok, Father, I can take a hint. imma bloggin' now.
I grew up in the church. Know all the stories. Know all the commandments. Went to confirmation class. Taught Sunday School. Knew all about God and Jesus. Knew about the Holy Trinity. Think they forgot to tell us that the Holy Spirit isn't just inside God though.
Come to oasis about a year and a half ago and start hearing about the Holy Spirit. Hmm..interesting... Months later learned a lot, thinking wow I wish I could have the Holy Spirit too...few more months later started experiencing Him..little ways....but I was listening and watching and learning.
Then one day, in a time where life was full of crisis, I heard Him. Not like you would talk to me or like a voice in my head. It was spirit to spirit. He said "I am here".
He is soooo cool. He knew I needed that. He stayed with me for about fifteen minutes. Had goosebumps. Very excited. Wonderful wonderful!
So, I started seeking the Holy Spirit actively. I have learned a lot and am well aware there is a million times more to be learned. Can't wait to learn every grain of Truth.
After I read Day 1, I went to light a brand new candle. My best friend, Julia, gave it to me. She makes them. I had trouble lighting the candle. The wick wouldn't catch fire. After using three matches, the candle was finally lit.
The candle obviously had some sort of coating that needed to melt or burn before the flame could transfer from the match to the wick.
Kinda made me think about our relationship with the Holy Spirit. We often have walls up spiritually and emotionally which prevent us from connecting us to Him. If we tear down the walls and receive Him, He will be our friend.
That may sound simple and dumb. But to those who are hurting so much, it is terribly difficult. Been there many times.
I'm a little confused about something. We are taught to pray in Jesus' name. When we talk to the Holy Spirit, do we need to say "In Jesus' name?" I ain't taking any chances.
There is something I am VERY confused about. But once I read the Abrahams Bosom study for the 3rd or 42nd time, I'm sure I will get it. I understand the mind, body, and spirit. I understand the flesh (body) returns to the earth, and the spirit returns to God. I also understand the soul (mind) goes to Abraham's Bosom. Having trouble reconciling or perhaps separating the concept of the soul from the spirit. I get the mind is separate from the spirit, just not that the soul is separate from the spirit. This keeps looping in my mind.
Time to go lil deeper.
Thank you, Holy Spirit! You rock!
There is a movie on, obviously from the 60's. A man was in a garage with a group of people telling them that Christianity isn't about religion, it's about a relationship with Christ. Then he quoted the passage about the Spirit of Truth.
Ok, Father, I can take a hint. imma bloggin' now.
I grew up in the church. Know all the stories. Know all the commandments. Went to confirmation class. Taught Sunday School. Knew all about God and Jesus. Knew about the Holy Trinity. Think they forgot to tell us that the Holy Spirit isn't just inside God though.
Come to oasis about a year and a half ago and start hearing about the Holy Spirit. Hmm..interesting... Months later learned a lot, thinking wow I wish I could have the Holy Spirit too...few more months later started experiencing Him..little ways....but I was listening and watching and learning.
Then one day, in a time where life was full of crisis, I heard Him. Not like you would talk to me or like a voice in my head. It was spirit to spirit. He said "I am here".
He is soooo cool. He knew I needed that. He stayed with me for about fifteen minutes. Had goosebumps. Very excited. Wonderful wonderful!
So, I started seeking the Holy Spirit actively. I have learned a lot and am well aware there is a million times more to be learned. Can't wait to learn every grain of Truth.
After I read Day 1, I went to light a brand new candle. My best friend, Julia, gave it to me. She makes them. I had trouble lighting the candle. The wick wouldn't catch fire. After using three matches, the candle was finally lit.
The candle obviously had some sort of coating that needed to melt or burn before the flame could transfer from the match to the wick.
Kinda made me think about our relationship with the Holy Spirit. We often have walls up spiritually and emotionally which prevent us from connecting us to Him. If we tear down the walls and receive Him, He will be our friend.
That may sound simple and dumb. But to those who are hurting so much, it is terribly difficult. Been there many times.
I'm a little confused about something. We are taught to pray in Jesus' name. When we talk to the Holy Spirit, do we need to say "In Jesus' name?" I ain't taking any chances.
There is something I am VERY confused about. But once I read the Abrahams Bosom study for the 3rd or 42nd time, I'm sure I will get it. I understand the mind, body, and spirit. I understand the flesh (body) returns to the earth, and the spirit returns to God. I also understand the soul (mind) goes to Abraham's Bosom. Having trouble reconciling or perhaps separating the concept of the soul from the spirit. I get the mind is separate from the spirit, just not that the soul is separate from the spirit. This keeps looping in my mind.
Time to go lil deeper.
Thank you, Holy Spirit! You rock!