Tired and Ready
Posted: Thu Apr 24, 2014 5:33 pm
Tired and Ready
my heart needs a hug.
feel like i will die.
do not look at me.
need to sob, scream, shake, rage.
get this out of me.
need to get some Blessed relief.
hug every part of me that is aching,
so i do not go away.
tired of spending nights clutching knives,
waiting for them to come back.
tired of spending nights curled up in the closet,
wishing i could crawl back to somewhere safe.
i am ready,
on my knees,
hands raised high,
heart wide open,
waiting for healing, instead of hurt.
ty for listening
ann
my heart needs a hug.
feel like i will die.
do not look at me.
need to sob, scream, shake, rage.
get this out of me.
need to get some Blessed relief.
hug every part of me that is aching,
so i do not go away.
tired of spending nights clutching knives,
waiting for them to come back.
tired of spending nights curled up in the closet,
wishing i could crawl back to somewhere safe.
i am ready,
on my knees,
hands raised high,
heart wide open,
waiting for healing, instead of hurt.
ty for listening
ann