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[Ann_is_Alive]

This is a poem about the memory repeat. That tape that keeps repeating over and over again in your head that says you are not a child of God. But also a poem about how to maybe change or stop the repeat. It's an abuse poem, please read with care.






Repeat.......No More?


The clear sky above,
sun shining so bright.

The cool, crisp air,
after the rain fall.

A beautiful thing,
if evil were not here.

Gone from this world,
I would not shed a tear.

I do not wish to be here,
at this place and time.

You do not even care,
you are committing evil.

Slit my throat,
just relieve me.

I have fought all I can
and my body is weak.

Now my mind grows tired,
too tired to speak.

My body crumpled,
my head thrown back.

I stare up at the sky,
the brightness, the blue.

The rainbow pulls me away,
from the monsters you are.

I feel so free,
like I am flying.

I am laughing and smiling,
not screaming or crying.

I do not question,
if this place is real.

I love being here,
I love how I feel.

In the back of my mind,
I know what is coming.

That place I left,
the pain I am numbing.

I have decided I am staying,
living on the rainbow forever.

I want to be here always,
It is my only endeavor.

I knew the truth though,
you were still here.

As my body is thrown,
I am completely aware.

I am back to reality,
the rainbow so far away.

All that I have now,
is this memory repeat.

But I want to change it
or even stop it.

When I go to the rainbow,
He never comes here, why?

I need Him to come to me,
I need Him to protect.

I am scared because I know
the evil will always come back.

But maybe if I trust Him,
memory repeat will change

If I trust Him completely,
memory repeat will stop.



ty for listening


GB

Ann