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my paternal evil grandfather did sadistic abuse on anyone he could find including me

and i used to feel this way my whole childhood

and even into adulthood

and even though I know Christ sometimes i still feel like this sometimes

and unfortunately i feel like this now

dont want to - well thats not true - sometimes i do want to feel like this

sometimes i feel like i should feel this way

this is how i feel

EVIL

Evil has entered me,
in the blood stream.

Evil circulated throughout,
overtaking everything in it's path.

Evil finally reached it's goal,
my soul stolen from me.

Evil has made it's mark,
i'm branded for life.

Evil oozes out of my pores,
wafting with every breath I take.

People know to stay away,
once they see the mark.

Run away from me.

Run far away from me.

Evil wants you,
your innocent flesh.

Another victory for evil,
in a battle you can't win.

Awww sis, you are not evil, evil was pushed upon you by others. you are are precios child of Jesus, washed by the blood of the lamb. you have the mark of God upon you.
So don`t believe the evil ones lies he just wants to keep you down.
So accept that because it`s true, and praise Jesus that NOTHING can snatch you away from the love God has for you.
bless you dear (((sis)))