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I hate my inner being, it abandoned me.
I didn't give her permission to lose her verginity.
Laying in bed, not fighting at all,
how am I supposed to love someone who let me be a doll.
Why'd I have to feel the feelings of being raped,
Why I always have to have this kind of fate?
The feelings, the anger, the nightmares, I want them to go.
I can't handle much more of this you know.
Jesus, please make my body numb,
I don't mean to sound so dumb.
But this anger inside is out of control,
Please Jesus, just make me whole.
Help me forgive my body for leaving me,
Oh my God, this hurts so deeply.
I want you and I need you,
Please God, come to my rescue.
Oh and by the way, thank you.

Tierra, you have a heart of gold and the Lord does hear your cries, so please continue reaching for Him and He will lead you through the pain to find that peace you are seeking.

May the Lord give you peace and His strength always. To be your Comforter and your Healer.

Thank you so much for sharing your gift with others, for sharing your heart and your spirit.

Sincerely,

Breezy