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[FineFreshFierceWoman]

Why is it so hard for me to do this I have done step one a few times but then can't seem to do step 2. I am struggling right now and just feel lost. My heart is broken and it is a real physical pain I feel. I want it to end. I need to work on having a better relationship with God. I only seem to try and talk to him when I am feeling down and need him. I don't come to him when things are good anymore. This is short I may attempt step 2 later as I have done step 1 enough that I feel I can move to the next one. Well I need to do some homework then I will spend the time and do step 2.

[dema]

Seek God first and everything else will come.

Hard to do - and also the easiest way to go. Just doesn't seem like it.

Satan doesn't want you to let go and let God. But oh the power in doing so.