Christianity Oasis Forum

[Christdaughter]

Well, here I am again, I often wonder what my purpose is in my walk with God, I know I am to do His will, of late I find myself asking God.." show me my purpose Lord, the desire of my heart is what You desire for me! " I so want to help people who are in the bondage of drugs, as I have wrote before, it seems i am doing nothing at the rehab lately, no one wants to discuss God and all He can do for them, I go to the rehab. to help and everyone leaves to jobs to make money for the rehab. appointments with probation officers and to the doctor, I ask God..why am I here, I drive 30 minutes just to watch everyone leave? I ask for different days to volunteer, but am told there are no open days! Is this God telling me to move on or satan trying to get in my way? I call to talk to one young lady who is excited to see me come, she will be gone in two weeks, I call and I am always given an excuse as to why she can't talk..I know there are rules but I was told as the staff was told also..if I called to counsel a resident..I was to be put through, but since then a new director has taken over. I am so ....can't think of the right word, frustrated! I am getting to where my prayer time is almost nill..I am reading " The Spirit within, the beast without " AGAIN! to maybe get some inspiration. ....Lord help me..I want to be in Your will, I want to lead souls to You! Start with me Lord, clean me up from the inside out!!!........... I walk around this big , old, rundown house during the day..just pacing, wanting to hear a word from my Father!!! ...any prophets out there wanting to help...HEY! PLEASE DO!!!!!! for the record...I will never, ever go back to the life I lead before Jesus pick me up out of the muck....Jesus is my life line..my hope! well, guess I have moaned and complained enough ( God forgive me )

In Christ,
Christdaughter I wait upon the Lord

[Mackenaw]

Hello Christdaughter,

As I read your post, the scripture that came to me was Psalm 46:10 Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth.

Also, Deuteronomy 7:22 And the Lord thy God will put out those nations before thee by little and little: thou mayest not consume them at once, lest the beasts of the field increase upon thee.

It is a blessing to be given the desire to do for Him. Now, immerse yourself in Him and He will point you to where He wants you and He will open the doors.

God bless you, dear sister in Christ,
Sister Mack