Goldieluvs Testimony
Posted: Tue Apr 01, 2008 3:45 pmWell, my mom and bio father divorced and we moved to NC. My mom remarried and well, me and my stepdad did not get along very well, so I was sent to live with my biological father. Prior to that i had been going to church with my grandparents and believe I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Saviour at that time. Ok,, i went to live with my biological father (self proclaimed preacher, alcoholic, molester) and that is where my view of God shattered. I spent yrs in therapy working through issues and then got involved with the wrong guy who introduced me to crack and we litterally went to hell together. I am getting to the reason why Goldie is my online name.... I had a Collie named Goldie who was the light of my life. I got hooked on crack, became pretty much homeless, didnt take care of her like i should've and one day she ran away. I found her dead on the interstate. Didnt really have a home so buried her in woods out in the country. I still struggled with addiction. Finally,,, broken and with no where else to turn I begged God for forgiveness and HE met me with open arms. Triuth be told He had never left me,, i left him... since coming back to the Lord,,, i have been blessed tenfold since... I have a decent job, i have a place to live and a new car, am blessed with two wonderful dogs who r lots of company. Oh the reason i keep Goldie as online name is to remind me of where i was, what happened., how far i fell and the redemption God granted me!!!!! I very much regret the last year of her life and how i neglected her. She was a beautiful precious gift from God. I know she and God have forgiven me and she is waiting for me at Rainbow Bridge. Wow i was able to do this without crying... usually when i talk about Goldie i cry. I feel blessed to have found this site. Well, thats my testimony and thats why i call myself Goldie... God Bless u all
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