Hello Freebie,
God bless you this day.
You said:
Some people I've talked to feel uncomfortable about me considering the health insurance part of welfare and I can not afford regular health insurance but I do need insurance.
Freebie, we mere mortals can be so odd at times. So what does one do when they've lost their job and they need medical care? Freebie, apply for the assistance.
I suggest that those that feel "uncomfortable" about you considering welfare assistance for medical treatment, are either reflecting a deep seeded fear within themselves -- fear of "what if I get to a point I cannot work or lose my insurance?", OR they have bought into the popular "worldly" opinion that anyone needing public assistance is lazy.
Shame on them.
Don't receive their fear, nor their "worldly" judgment -- whatever the case may be.
Freebie, get the financial assistance that you need for proper medical treatment, and seek God with your whole heart. Jesus loves you, and He died for you. Receive Christ Jesus as your Saviour -- "assurance" of an eternal life with Him.
Prayers are going up for you, Freebie -- prayers to our Lord, in the name of Christ Jesus. God's blessed will be done.
May God bless and keep you.
In Jesus' name,
Sister Mack