Anxiety
Posted: Thu Jun 03, 2010 1:28 pm
Hi,
I've struggled with anxiety for about 10 years now. The anxiety I get is not acute as in panic attacks, but is a dull pain in mt brain that can feel like a fire or a worm gnawing on my brains. I was diagnosed with major depression and generalized anxiety disorder. They put me on over a dozen meds over the years from anti-psychotics to tranquilizers. I became addicted to the tranquilizers after a very short time.
Recently God has been helping me by getting me off all my meds and giving me a coping mechanism for the anxiety. I block out all thoughts and focus only on my surroundings and wait killing any thoughts that try and enter my mind. This often works but is a battle as it comes backs and goes away over and over. Distractions also help. I find the worst is when I am alone with nobody to talk to.
God is good and is helping me to recover without meds finally. I'm not saying to quit your meds though. I'm just saying what He is doing for me. There was a time that without them I didn't have the coping ability and couldn't make it, but God is setting me free and the more times I can conquer anxiety without meds the stronger I feel.
I've struggled with anxiety for about 10 years now. The anxiety I get is not acute as in panic attacks, but is a dull pain in mt brain that can feel like a fire or a worm gnawing on my brains. I was diagnosed with major depression and generalized anxiety disorder. They put me on over a dozen meds over the years from anti-psychotics to tranquilizers. I became addicted to the tranquilizers after a very short time.
Recently God has been helping me by getting me off all my meds and giving me a coping mechanism for the anxiety. I block out all thoughts and focus only on my surroundings and wait killing any thoughts that try and enter my mind. This often works but is a battle as it comes backs and goes away over and over. Distractions also help. I find the worst is when I am alone with nobody to talk to.
God is good and is helping me to recover without meds finally. I'm not saying to quit your meds though. I'm just saying what He is doing for me. There was a time that without them I didn't have the coping ability and couldn't make it, but God is setting me free and the more times I can conquer anxiety without meds the stronger I feel.