Home at Last
Posted: Sat Jun 11, 2011 5:34 pm
I spent today trying to figure out these message boards and how all the threads or posts or whatever worked because i really didn't understand it all. As I went through the message boards i realized the biggest lie of the enemy that I had believed for so long. As I read the posts in all the rooms I realized I wasn't alone and I wasn't the only one. How I identified with all of you in all the rooms !!!. I had believed I was the worst, and that I was alone, and that nobody would understand, and that nobody could help me. I certainly could not tell anyone in the church because...what would they say??? Appearances after all have to be kept up. I have been alcoholic most of my life. A periodic drunk as they would call it in A.A. rooms for most of my life. My longest period of sobriety 18 months. now its 13 days. Sexual sin...i know a good deal about that one too. I read and studied my Bible, I prayed, I went to church, I read spiritual books and books on doctrine. I called myself a Christian because i truly do believe that Jesus is the son of God, died for my sins and rose on the 3rd day, and sits at the right hand of God. But i never turned my life over to Him and the enemy used that truth to base the lie that i was the things I said before. These past 10 days are turning my life around. I can feel it inside me. Please continue to pray for me. It gives me a lot of hope to know that you are praying and I believe your prayers are helping. I'll be posting now in some of the other forums sharing experience, strength, and hope as the saying goes. Even now the enemy is trying to tell me you won't accept and help me and that i won't make it...he never gives up. But now I know he is lying to me because god led me to this site where you all helped open my eyes. Home at Last
God Bless you All
God Bless you All