I Just Can't Do This No More....
Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 7:03 pmI just can't do this no more. I can't make it one more step. I can't go through this crazy life any longer. I can't live on this earth one more day. This is just too hard to deal with. To much to handle, the burdens are just too overwhelming. I am tired of crying. Tired of trying. Tired of breathing. Tired of living. I just want to give up.
Does this sound like any of you? Does this sound like how any of you are feeling, or maybe how some of you have felt before?
Well, you aren't alone. I can speak from my own experience, I have indeed been in this place, this feeling of overwhelming despair before. This never-ending pit of darkness. I have lived it. Well, I guess if you want to call it living, more like just existing within it. Caught in a place so dark that you just can't see any form of light, any way out, just plain lost in pain and despair.
No matter what it is that is causing you this fear, this pain, this despair, I am telling you that you aren't alone, you do indeed feel this, it is indeed real. No matter what anyone says, they don't know how you are feeling inside, only God and you do. So if someone is telling you "Hey, what you are dealing with is nothing, just get over it" well then they truly have never felt your pain. Pain effects us all differently, and on different levels. For some, what may be an easy task to overcome, for others, it may be the end of their walk in life. So never allow someone else to say that what you are feeling inside is nothing, because it is REAL.
But I have some new news for you, what you are going through IS real, yes, but it don't mean that there is no way out. No healing in site, because there is. Even if what you are facing is health matters, financial matters, life matters, things that are just way out of control, there are answers to fix these burdens. We as humans, just don't always see them right away, when we want to see them.
When we have burdens that are heavy, we get weighted down and feel lost, alone and overwhelmed. God has proven that He can do anything. When we can't, HE can. I mean if God can heal the sick, bring people back from the dead, feed thousands from just a few loaves of bread and a few fish, then why do we feel that He possibly can't solve the issues that we are facing? He can, and in most ways does, in His own timing and in His own ways. We just don't always see the paths that He chooses for us right away because we are just so caught up, but eventually the light is turned on, and we do see His light and doors are opened.
For example, a person can be so hurting that they have lost their jobs, and possibly their homes, that they just keep telling themselves that God just isn't hearing or seeing them suffering, that God wants them to go through this pain, but then a month goes by or maybe several, and then all of a sudden, a brand new job opens up, a better one, more fitting and then this job comes with moving expenses and you find a new place to live with this new job. New things begin happening in your life. New doors opened. New miracles are performed. All when you thought things were lost, is when God stepped in and made a way.
When burdens are great, we need to turn to the only one that can truly carry them, not us, not those around us, but to Him. He truly does know what is best for us, and what will be best for us in our lives. We just have to be patient and TRUST in Him. He will show us the path He has chosen for us, we have to just wait for Him to reveal the steps for us to take.
So in this time of year, please don't allow the enemy to take your joy, and give you pain and sorrow, but to allow God to enter your life and heart, to take hold of the reigns because with Him in control, it will indeed turn around, things will be better and brighter, just keep your eyes on Him and your faith strong in your heart.
Live for the Lord, and all the rest will fall into place. This I do know, because if He can turn my life around, and give me peace, He can and will do this for all of you. He is in my heart, and true love is within. True healing has begun. It will for you as well.
Have a blessed day and evening in the Lord, may His light brighten your days, and this holiday season change your life.
Sincerely,
Breezy
Does this sound like any of you? Does this sound like how any of you are feeling, or maybe how some of you have felt before?
Well, you aren't alone. I can speak from my own experience, I have indeed been in this place, this feeling of overwhelming despair before. This never-ending pit of darkness. I have lived it. Well, I guess if you want to call it living, more like just existing within it. Caught in a place so dark that you just can't see any form of light, any way out, just plain lost in pain and despair.
No matter what it is that is causing you this fear, this pain, this despair, I am telling you that you aren't alone, you do indeed feel this, it is indeed real. No matter what anyone says, they don't know how you are feeling inside, only God and you do. So if someone is telling you "Hey, what you are dealing with is nothing, just get over it" well then they truly have never felt your pain. Pain effects us all differently, and on different levels. For some, what may be an easy task to overcome, for others, it may be the end of their walk in life. So never allow someone else to say that what you are feeling inside is nothing, because it is REAL.
But I have some new news for you, what you are going through IS real, yes, but it don't mean that there is no way out. No healing in site, because there is. Even if what you are facing is health matters, financial matters, life matters, things that are just way out of control, there are answers to fix these burdens. We as humans, just don't always see them right away, when we want to see them.
When we have burdens that are heavy, we get weighted down and feel lost, alone and overwhelmed. God has proven that He can do anything. When we can't, HE can. I mean if God can heal the sick, bring people back from the dead, feed thousands from just a few loaves of bread and a few fish, then why do we feel that He possibly can't solve the issues that we are facing? He can, and in most ways does, in His own timing and in His own ways. We just don't always see the paths that He chooses for us right away because we are just so caught up, but eventually the light is turned on, and we do see His light and doors are opened.
For example, a person can be so hurting that they have lost their jobs, and possibly their homes, that they just keep telling themselves that God just isn't hearing or seeing them suffering, that God wants them to go through this pain, but then a month goes by or maybe several, and then all of a sudden, a brand new job opens up, a better one, more fitting and then this job comes with moving expenses and you find a new place to live with this new job. New things begin happening in your life. New doors opened. New miracles are performed. All when you thought things were lost, is when God stepped in and made a way.
When burdens are great, we need to turn to the only one that can truly carry them, not us, not those around us, but to Him. He truly does know what is best for us, and what will be best for us in our lives. We just have to be patient and TRUST in Him. He will show us the path He has chosen for us, we have to just wait for Him to reveal the steps for us to take.
So in this time of year, please don't allow the enemy to take your joy, and give you pain and sorrow, but to allow God to enter your life and heart, to take hold of the reigns because with Him in control, it will indeed turn around, things will be better and brighter, just keep your eyes on Him and your faith strong in your heart.
Live for the Lord, and all the rest will fall into place. This I do know, because if He can turn my life around, and give me peace, He can and will do this for all of you. He is in my heart, and true love is within. True healing has begun. It will for you as well.
Have a blessed day and evening in the Lord, may His light brighten your days, and this holiday season change your life.
Sincerely,
Breezy
