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This may seem like a dumb question to ask myself, but lately I'm very conflicted. Since I have not been able to maintain employment due to all my health issues, I applied for SSD. I have applied before, and got denied, but I assumed that was because I missed a mandatory drs appt. This time I had a lawyer represent me, and still didn't help. I don't know if I should take this as a sign from God (like my sister says) or appeal. Either way, I am TRYING VERY HARD to get a part-time job, until I am able to do more.
I hate sitting around with nothing to do, but every job I've had I've had to quit, mostly because of my panic attacks, depression or insomnia.
I just don't know where to go from here, and what to do with my life. I'm still young, but I feel like if I don't get better soon, I'll never be able to live up to my full potential.
I was put in a psychiatric hospital last summer, and ever since then, my issues have been getting worse.

We all hurt and struggle from time to time.
Sometime the struggle is harder than other times.
The thing I see in you is your kind and loving heart.
You are here for others, standing in the gap,
offering encouragement and prayer for others.
God gives us gifts so we may be of a benefit to others.
Redbandit, you have used your gift to bless others here at the Oasis.

Ask God to show you how to enhance your gift to be a benefit to others.
I think you may find your answer through on On Line effort of sharing the gift He has given you.

God bless you.

Praying continually for ya girl...