No room for doubt
Posted: Tue Jan 31, 2012 7:33 am
Yesterday was due to be a tough day for quite a few reasons. It was out of my hands, that I knew. So I prayed and I prayed and asked God to take control and get me through it.
He did. He got me through it.
I prayed and prayed and said 'Thank you Lord!' and I breathed a MASSIVE sigh of relief.
I realise now that the massive sigh of relief illustrated that I didn't trust God fully. The massive sigh of relief said it COULD have all gone wrong...'
When the Roman Centurian sent his men to ask Jesus to heal his servant, without even making the journey to the centurion's house, to just 'say the word' from where Jesus was, the centurion KNEW his servant would be healed. The centurion trusted God fully. I bet the centurion didn't breathe a sigh of relief because he KNEW what the outcome would be. I bet there WAS immense joy and thanks to God - but there was no doubt in the centurion that his servant would be healed. That's what a mustard-seed sized amount of faith will do.
For me, even if the outcome hadn't been what I'd desired yesterday, I proved that I NEED to trust God fully. No need for a sigh of relief at the end - joy, oh yes - thanks to God, oh yes!
But NO room for doubt.
Dear Father God, please instill in me a complete trust in You, a trust that has no room for doubt. Through Jesus Christ our Lord, amen.
He did. He got me through it.
I prayed and prayed and said 'Thank you Lord!' and I breathed a MASSIVE sigh of relief.
I realise now that the massive sigh of relief illustrated that I didn't trust God fully. The massive sigh of relief said it COULD have all gone wrong...'
When the Roman Centurian sent his men to ask Jesus to heal his servant, without even making the journey to the centurion's house, to just 'say the word' from where Jesus was, the centurion KNEW his servant would be healed. The centurion trusted God fully. I bet the centurion didn't breathe a sigh of relief because he KNEW what the outcome would be. I bet there WAS immense joy and thanks to God - but there was no doubt in the centurion that his servant would be healed. That's what a mustard-seed sized amount of faith will do.
For me, even if the outcome hadn't been what I'd desired yesterday, I proved that I NEED to trust God fully. No need for a sigh of relief at the end - joy, oh yes - thanks to God, oh yes!
But NO room for doubt.
Dear Father God, please instill in me a complete trust in You, a trust that has no room for doubt. Through Jesus Christ our Lord, amen.