My mind is driving me crazy!!!
Posted: Sat Sep 04, 2010 5:32 pm
One minute I'm sure of the way I'm feeling than the next I feel another way. My moods are up and down and I have a habit of pushing people I care about away. I have gotten hurt about a year ago and now my heart is shut down. I am dealing with fear, worry, anxiety, and doubt. If I'm focused on making the relationship that I am in work that's when I get scared, but if I push the person away from me or don't focus on the relationship I feel fine. I also think I have insecurities issues to. As much as I read the word and religion books and get advice from people, I still feel like I'm at the bottom. I know I'm a baby in Christ and it takes time, but it get's hard at times. Love to hear your feedback