crazy depression!!!!
Posted: Wed Jul 28, 2010 12:14 am
I've been suffering from depression for the last few years, and lately it's making me absolutely miserable! I don't have God's prescence, peace, or joy in my life anymore, and it's a horrible, horrible feeling. I have no interest in doing anything anymore, housework has become nearly impossible, and seriously overwhelming, everything has become this huge, overwhelming mess, I don't even know where to start. I don't have the desire, or energy to do even the most basic things, and I"m tired of living this way, I don't tell God that I can't live this way, cuz everyday I wake up and I live the same miserable day, day after day after day, but I pray, and plead that he won't let me wake up tommorow feeling this way, and of course everyday is the same. I don't question God in this, I figure it's me, I just don't have any hope anymore that there will be an end to this seemingly eternal darkness. help! thanx for letting me vent.
mcfrissa
mcfrissa