Emotions
Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 2:51 pmHi I know this is a poem but its on emotions so i see it fit for this forum
I only wrote it last night, still a little confused to get it down but its the best described so far.
Emotions
Emotions are all about me, consuming me inside out.
My heart bleeds heavily as its wounded and broken
hot tears fall from my eyes and a feeling throughout my whole body shakes
As i long to hear "its ok" or to feel someone closely hug me and hold me tight and say I understand. I long for a whisper instead of a yell
A way to feel accepted instead of ignored and a feeling that whatever I feel or my emotions be that I could freely express them and not get in trouble to state an opinion and to be heard to not say spend time wit h me and dissappear in the house then get angery I was chatting online too much. But to show Christs love shining thoug h you. When I'm crying so hard and you ognore me, instead, come and give me a hug, hold me tight and calmly and gently with a gentl tone voice whispter instead of yelling, talk to me with compassion and dont ignore me and walk away then keep bringing it back up with the statement I'm dissappointed in you"
Even though I may not find healing within my relationship with my grandma/grandpa I know my Abba Father will dry my tears when I cry, whispers softly "I understand" surreounds me with His love and peace and presence and accepts me and loves me no matter what, He is slow to anger, He loves with "agape love" "unconditional love" and He will comfort me and cradle me in His arms, just run and leap into His big, open, warm arms and let Him embrace you. Focus on Jesus instead of your feelings or emotions no matter how hard it may be, God will heal you in His time.
I only wrote it last night, still a little confused to get it down but its the best described so far.
Emotions
Emotions are all about me, consuming me inside out.
My heart bleeds heavily as its wounded and broken
hot tears fall from my eyes and a feeling throughout my whole body shakes
As i long to hear "its ok" or to feel someone closely hug me and hold me tight and say I understand. I long for a whisper instead of a yell
A way to feel accepted instead of ignored and a feeling that whatever I feel or my emotions be that I could freely express them and not get in trouble to state an opinion and to be heard to not say spend time wit h me and dissappear in the house then get angery I was chatting online too much. But to show Christs love shining thoug h you. When I'm crying so hard and you ognore me, instead, come and give me a hug, hold me tight and calmly and gently with a gentl tone voice whispter instead of yelling, talk to me with compassion and dont ignore me and walk away then keep bringing it back up with the statement I'm dissappointed in you"
Even though I may not find healing within my relationship with my grandma/grandpa I know my Abba Father will dry my tears when I cry, whispers softly "I understand" surreounds me with His love and peace and presence and accepts me and loves me no matter what, He is slow to anger, He loves with "agape love" "unconditional love" and He will comfort me and cradle me in His arms, just run and leap into His big, open, warm arms and let Him embrace you. Focus on Jesus instead of your feelings or emotions no matter how hard it may be, God will heal you in His time.
