wallow or look up
Posted: Sun Oct 19, 2008 4:43 pm
Past few days i have become increasingly depressed. And increasingly nonfunctional, just wanting to sleep and not move. Finally, today.. I got up. Began reading a Christian book. And it dawned on me. I can choose to be miserable and wallow in self pity, or i can choose to look up and have faith in God and step out regardless of how i am feeling inside. I am learning when i reach out to help others, suddenly life feels better. Im working on putting God first. Its not an automatice response for me. I wish i could say it was, but it isnt. Whats amazing tho, when i have stopped and truly sought God, He met me and helped me through. So, instead of just hanging on during the storms,,, i wanna learn to dance in the rain!!!
Goldie
Goldie