Hello Childscry
What is it about being fat that you "hate" so much? I can't believe that you hate other people that are over weight, am I correct?
Remember that one of the fruit of The Holy Spirit is self-control. Seems that is something that we all need, and come up short on our own, or else God would not have provided for it through The Holy Spirit.
Galatians 5:22-23
(22) But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, (23) Meekness, temperance (self-control): against such there is no law.
While the Lord is not concerned with what we look like, He does want us to take care of our body because it is the temple of The Holy Spirit. Who better to coach you in setting goals and directing you into the place where He wants you and how He sees you?
Matthew 6:33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and His righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.
God bless you, Childscry.
In His love,
Mack