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Well I think that I am kicking my terrible eating habits for the most part....but....I think I've just replaced any stress eating, etc with vodka. That's probably not better but I like it so far. Well, not actually because I know I'm screwing myself up more but it helps right nw.
I'm so weak, anytinme anything get difficult I would eat and sometimes I would have a drink or a few. Now I've left out the food and I"m just begginging to drink. I've been a little drunk almost every night for almost a week now. I know this is a problem but I'm liking it for now. It makes me temporarily feel better and if all I can get is temporary then I'll take it, so poor me some more vodka and sprite.
God this is such a pathetic cry for help isn't it. I suppose deep down I'm afraid of developing a problem with alcohol but hey I wouldn't be able to afford it anyway
I don't even know why I'm on here or why I'm talking. What was my point again?...
Ya know I type surprisingly well for being drunk
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I'm so weak, anytinme anything get difficult I would eat and sometimes I would have a drink or a few. Now I've left out the food and I"m just begginging to drink. I've been a little drunk almost every night for almost a week now. I know this is a problem but I'm liking it for now. It makes me temporarily feel better and if all I can get is temporary then I'll take it, so poor me some more vodka and sprite.
God this is such a pathetic cry for help isn't it. I suppose deep down I'm afraid of developing a problem with alcohol but hey I wouldn't be able to afford it anyway
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I don't even know why I'm on here or why I'm talking. What was my point again?...
Ya know I type surprisingly well for being drunk
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