My Journey/Journal
Posted: Thu Apr 28, 2011 12:21 am
Hi there all. I really don't know what to say on here, except by saying that I'm looking for any , tips & encouragement that I can get during the boot up my ass again to see what I'm doing to continue to lose the weight that I started to lose from a few yrs back.
Anyway I'll start by saying that a few yrs back I weighed 125 kgs (275.6 lbs) & probably more (just can't remember before that) because of mostly for 10 yrs of my life I sat around not working, eating what I wanted when I wanted. I decided within my self a couple of yrs ago now, that I was getting sick of always having sore joints, especially my knees.
Since I work at a supermarket stacking shelves (mainly fizzy drinks) & because of the weight I have support gear for both my ankles & knees, but since I started losing the weight they don't get so bad these days. When I made the decision to start losing the weight & with help from a couple from my church I managed to get my weight down between 105 kgs (231.5 lbs) - 110 kgs (242.5 lbs).
The problem I'm having at the present is that my weight isn't going past 109 kgs (240.3 lbs) & as of today my weight was 110.7 kgs (244 lbs). I've been seeing a dietician within the last 6 weeks now & they haven't been too impressed with the weight not going now & with my portions, especially within this last week with all the easter chocolate I have had.
I know that within myself & with God's help, strength & love that I can do better than what I have & maybe it has been the added pressure of when I have seem them for the last 6 weeks straight. It also hasn't helped that while I'm seeing them & afterwards I feel miserable to the point of not wanting to eat.
So please tell me what you think, if you want me to share my food intake or just whatever, I'm just seeking from other individuals
Anyway I'll start by saying that a few yrs back I weighed 125 kgs (275.6 lbs) & probably more (just can't remember before that) because of mostly for 10 yrs of my life I sat around not working, eating what I wanted when I wanted. I decided within my self a couple of yrs ago now, that I was getting sick of always having sore joints, especially my knees.
Since I work at a supermarket stacking shelves (mainly fizzy drinks) & because of the weight I have support gear for both my ankles & knees, but since I started losing the weight they don't get so bad these days. When I made the decision to start losing the weight & with help from a couple from my church I managed to get my weight down between 105 kgs (231.5 lbs) - 110 kgs (242.5 lbs).
The problem I'm having at the present is that my weight isn't going past 109 kgs (240.3 lbs) & as of today my weight was 110.7 kgs (244 lbs). I've been seeing a dietician within the last 6 weeks now & they haven't been too impressed with the weight not going now & with my portions, especially within this last week with all the easter chocolate I have had.
I know that within myself & with God's help, strength & love that I can do better than what I have & maybe it has been the added pressure of when I have seem them for the last 6 weeks straight. It also hasn't helped that while I'm seeing them & afterwards I feel miserable to the point of not wanting to eat.
So please tell me what you think, if you want me to share my food intake or just whatever, I'm just seeking from other individuals