so..
Posted: Wed Dec 16, 2009 10:47 pm
ive been doing very well. i havent given in to the badness.. so im not here to complain about that.. i just need to let some stuff out..
so, i hung out with my ex boyfriend tonight who is also one of my best guy friends.. i am and was in love with him.. hes so awesome.. but, hes got a girlfriend right now. that he loves very very much.. and i like her. she makes him happy.. i couldnt ever make him that happy. why does it have to be so sucky knowing that the guy i am hopelessly in love with is hopelessly in love with and devoted to another girl hes known for not even 4 months.(ive known him almost 3 years).. it hurts.. and when i was with him, its like... i wish i could find someone as perfect as him but a different person.. if that makes sense.. ugh! i really wanna like hug him forever.. earlier, i gave him a hug.. and i got butterflies... UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! poop. ): i need girl advice.. help..
so, i hung out with my ex boyfriend tonight who is also one of my best guy friends.. i am and was in love with him.. hes so awesome.. but, hes got a girlfriend right now. that he loves very very much.. and i like her. she makes him happy.. i couldnt ever make him that happy. why does it have to be so sucky knowing that the guy i am hopelessly in love with is hopelessly in love with and devoted to another girl hes known for not even 4 months.(ive known him almost 3 years).. it hurts.. and when i was with him, its like... i wish i could find someone as perfect as him but a different person.. if that makes sense.. ugh! i really wanna like hug him forever.. earlier, i gave him a hug.. and i got butterflies... UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! poop. ): i need girl advice.. help..