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I wasn't sure if I would be back or not I am VERY ASAMED of myself. My sister got married last weekend Sat. and during the reception I went over board with my drinking. Now I should never drink wisky because of how I get, I shouldn't even drink beer. After my kids were taken home Sunday, (I was still feeling tippsy) I looked at porn. You see the times I really want to look at porn is if I am drinking or the day after getting drunk. I know I said that I would wright if I got tempted but things Saturday night got ugly and I was going to give up. I do this all the time. Something happens and I feel like giveing up. Anyhow I know I should have more selfcontrol but I also think I need some major help

I feel so dirty

hey bluebird,

you know what?

Its ok, we fall, the thing is, the enemy likes to use shame and guilt to keep u down, Dont listen to him, break free from the shame and fess up to God repent and get up and go walk in freedom from shame and guilt! We have a forgivng God. He loves you and accepts you and knows your faults even before He called you to be His. So take heart and trust HIm that He who started a good work in You will be sure to finish it.

Giving up, yup another tactic of the enemy. God says keep fighting the good fight of faith. Learn from what triggered your fall and take actions to stay away from those situations again. That dont mean dont go to weddings, but just maybe if drinking making u fall, sustain from that.


His mercy is sufficient for you... so glad u posted that way we can enlighten you to the enemies tactics and help you fight the good fight of faith and always offer encouragement.

Chin up bro, You are His and He's gotcha!

love ya

♥Jill

bluebird...pssttt time to get up. You fell down...the main thing here is not to stay down. Get up my friend...Jesus is waiting to help you. Repent, refresh, renew.

luv ya

Well, by my actions over the past weekend my laptop is crashed. I got a bad virus and tryed to fix it but I made it worse. Thats what I get for doing something I no I shouldn't be doing. I had to get the old trusty desk top working again that I could still continual with my 14 steps and s.o.s. I really need this help because this is the only place I feel at home talking about my problems. I did repent and cried my eyes out. I am kinda glad the lap top is down because there is NO WAY I will look at porn with this computer. The tower is something that belongs to my stepdad and if he finds that garbage on here he will not be happy. I still feel dirty though because the week before I thought I was making progress. I don't want people thanking that I am some sort of fake. I really do want Jesus in my life and I really do want to do what God has in store for me. I am not on this site for fun and games I really do need the extra help and support that I get from this site. Father, Please forgive me fo being weak and stuborn

Maybe this computer crash is a blessing after all. If it will help you to avoid temptation...then Praise God there is glory.

You are already forgiven, because Jesus loves you.

luv ya