Feeling disconnected from the rest of the world?
Posted: Mon Apr 06, 2009 6:41 amWould like to talk about this more and learn more about it.
Why? Why do we who are abused feel disconnected? Or is it not all of us, just some.
Always feeling different. Always feeling like an outcast. Always feeling like you don't quiet fit in with everyone else.
Feel like you have to wear a mask so others don't see that something happened to you that shouldn't of happened. Something that isn't "normal".
As if they can see through your mask, right to the deepest part of your soul where you hide the shame your abuse caused.
They can't see through you. They can't tell what happened. But still the fear they will or can is there. Constantly.
It doesn't matter what they think. What matters is we have a God who calls us his child, who loves us unconditionally.
He doesn't see our sin when he looks at us, because he's removed it. He sees his child he dearly loves. A love so great we may never comprehend it.
Anyhow just a few thoughts from a Pine Tree today. Would love to hear others thoughts on this.
Why? Why do we who are abused feel disconnected? Or is it not all of us, just some.
Always feeling different. Always feeling like an outcast. Always feeling like you don't quiet fit in with everyone else.
Feel like you have to wear a mask so others don't see that something happened to you that shouldn't of happened. Something that isn't "normal".
As if they can see through your mask, right to the deepest part of your soul where you hide the shame your abuse caused.
They can't see through you. They can't tell what happened. But still the fear they will or can is there. Constantly.
It doesn't matter what they think. What matters is we have a God who calls us his child, who loves us unconditionally.
He doesn't see our sin when he looks at us, because he's removed it. He sees his child he dearly loves. A love so great we may never comprehend it.
Anyhow just a few thoughts from a Pine Tree today. Would love to hear others thoughts on this.