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my little journal
Posted:
Tue Jul 29, 2008 10:34 pm
by sweetlittleangel
woahhh...here i am.. starting with this many called program.. i wish i join this program earlier.. it was because many things went through my mind.. honestly before this.. i feel how can someone like me can join this program.. since i had an issue to handle now.. and im not sure if i can join it or not and carry on wtih all the step.. but something going on in my heart that i couldnt explained.. its a very strong feeling.. i dunno wht it is.. i even couldnt believe myself that im writing this blog right now..woah! yes, part of me is excited.. excited to know God chose His people in His own way..want to grow more with God..
Posted:
Wed Jul 30, 2008 7:16 am
by mlg
sweetlittleangel, how awesome, to see you standing up and walking out to God's call. This program is just a wonderful way to grow with God, and to be able to strengthen yourself, to be able to reach out to others and tell them about God. I'm excited for you. I can see God doing great things through you.
luv ya
sweet
Posted:
Wed Jul 30, 2008 11:31 am
by realtmg
sweet,
Good to see you yielding to Him. It is against the "worlds" standards to look at spiritual things. Obedience is a must if we are to have a life that is meaningful, knowing that one day, will meet our Maker. Time is limited here on earth and so many people are living for pleasure instead of their Creator.
Satan will always try to keep us sidetracked in some way. This verse comes to mind as the fiery darts are the thought satan throws to keep us out of God's will.
Ephesains 6:16 Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.
This is a wonderful program and may God have His way.
Luv ya
Real
Posted:
Wed Jul 30, 2008 9:36 pm
by sweetlittleangel
thank u all for replying..
Last night before i slept, ..was little bit scared..there s a voice in my mind telling me to not continuing with the next step..and i pray to God about it..and let Him show me the way..and then when when i woke up this morning..i was wondering if i should continue or not..and then when i open the step one page..and reread it back while i was reading it, He clearly wants me to be a fighter..eventho i had an issue right now..againts the all odds..He wants me to be a fighter..to fight with Him..and to be His army..and not to surrender to my situation..right now.. im listening to a song by Planet Shaker..entitlted for the cause of Christ''.. yesterday i listened to this song too.. and the whole day yesterday.. it keep spinning in my mind..this are few of the lyrics that knocked my heart..
Posted:
Wed Jul 30, 2008 9:53 pm
by mlg
sweetlittleangel, YOU are a fighter....and you are going to be reaching out to so many, doing God's work. Keep choosing to follow God's call. It's not easy, as Satan will try to hinder you, but just bulldoze him over and keep on trucking. Let me know if you need any help on the steps.
luv ya and God Bless
step 2
Posted:
Thu Jul 31, 2008 12:00 am
by sweetlittleangel
Wow, here I am again.. today is a second step lesson.. i like it for when we choose to be kind to others.. it makes us want to be more kind by the next time.. and how true it is.. before this i spend more of my time in the Oasis chatroom.. and few times He had put me in a situation, where He met me with a few person that i could reach out and listened to them..and it feel so good after to have been able to reach one person/them with God's help and it makes me wants to reach for more.. but yet i need God's help to continually work out in building my character.. there are many areas in my life that i have to improve mainly my character and my attitude.. in order to adjust to God's character.. and there s times i failed to maintain the all the good characters because of the worldly pressure.. but i thanks God , He catched me everytime im falling..and i pray that God help me to reveal my weaknesses and help me to work on it and forgive me Lord for all my weaknesses.. one of the character that I ve learned at home..is selflessness..to do housechores without being told..eventho i do it everyday and ..i never grumbled about it like before and it all for God's glory..
Who I am.. i am His creation..i am His alone.. i am not my own anymore.. as Jesus has paid us all our penalty on the cross.. we are partakers of His suffering.. what ever is the situation.. where ever we are.. what ever we do.. what ever our words and thoughts.. all are reflection of Him.. and i hope that i will be the person God wants me to be and meant to be.. i pray that God help me to work through it all and to bring His glory through it..
luv in Christ,
sla
Posted:
Thu Jul 31, 2008 7:05 am
by mlg
Look at all you are already learning, wow doesn't it feel Good to grow with God?
What you have to remember as you do these steps is that we all have things in our life we need to work on, and things we need to develop in walking more like Jesus. It's a daily task, but as you develop each thing you need to work on, then it will become a habit, and not so hard to fight.
Keep doing the steps for God's Glory. He is smiling at you.
luv ya
Posted:
Thu Jul 31, 2008 12:03 pm
by sweetlittleangel
thank u mlg for ur replies and ur words of encouragment..yes mlg, feel so good to grow with God..its amazing to know tht He is smiling at me..
and yes i can feel He is.. looking forward to the next step.. luv all
step 3
Posted:
Fri Aug 01, 2008 3:27 am
by sweetlittleangel
today is step 3.. a little bit slower today.. but thanks God, managed to read it all.. today is about how the worldly things could take us away away from God path..about seeds and weeds..and also how to strengthten the soul, spirit and body..it is so true that the devil will try to attack us at any way or any angle to attack our soul, spirit and body..and i pray that God will removed any bad seeds or weeds that may have been planted within me with or without my knowledge..i want to become a beautiful garden..and i thanks God tht my parent had been doing the TV programmes filtered everytime we watched TV since we were kids..and i thanks God for granted us a wisdom how to wear clothes not to impress the world but to glorify Him..and i ask forgiveness from God when ever there was a time in my life i might tried to dress to impress the world with or without im knowing it.. and i understand it is not about rush thing to get all this step done..it about patience..im looking forward to do the miracle project..its very exciting..and i hope and pray God will grant me with His wisdom and His willingness to work on it.. and thanks God for the lesson today.. so blessed by it.. and thank u Mr O
gonna read it back tonite.
love all in Christ,
sla
Posted:
Fri Aug 01, 2008 6:38 am
by mlg
sweetlittleangel, glad you are taking your time to savor every moment of this study. Seeds and Weeds, what an interesting way to look at things isn't it? I mean when you plant a seed, it can either grow into a beautiful fruit or turn into an ugly weed, depending on so many factors. But if we are seeking God and truly working to deepen ourselves in Him, then we will become beautiful fruit.
As for the Miracle Grow Project....this is a good project that will give you some routine and structure with God, and a repass from all the outside factors that can try and keep you from doing the things you must. With the charts, you can stay on target.
Keep up the hard work.
luv ya sis
Posted:
Sat Aug 02, 2008 10:32 am
by sweetlittleangel
today is step 4.. wow! even more interesting.. tried my best to read every link.. the lesson today were about peer pressure.. thanks God for He blessed us with good fren.. and yet its God who we should please in every way and not to be a people pleaser.. also study about piercing and tattoing.. uh uh wondering why someone doing the tattoo since it hurts and dun realized we are the temple of God..next study about one sizes fit all.. yeah, ever creation is different and all are created by the One.. and all love by the One..therefore, left the judgment to the only ultimate Judge..while we continually love each other with His love to bring them closer to God..and everyone need different approach..let Holy Spirit lead and guide us in our walk.. about relationship.. for now building my relationship with Holy spirit and sweet Jesus..that is matters most.. loneliness of not having a partner dun bother me anymore..cause we are never alone..i believe waiting patiently is the key.. i remembered when i was in secondary school, my frens and i were put in a situation that we need to defend our faith.. it was not easy to deal with since we dun really understood some of the scripture of being asked.. and we did asked help from a pastor at our church.. and it was our faith were being tested.. next, study about faith.. the gift from Holy Spirit.. thank u for the gift.. then, study about we fall down we get up.. yeah, i admit that i fall too in my walk with Christ.. and i feel bad about it but really thanks God for His grace.. always ready to forgive us if we repent and asked for forgiveness..thank u Jesus.. study about grace, wow! it really knocked my heart as i read it through.. He scarifice His only Son.. just to get us to heaven.. how great of His love to us.. not by a chance but by God's grace.. it bring tears to my eyes everytime i think about it.. soooo much love God loves us.. but what we give Him back.. He dun want anything from us.. but to accept His grace and the salvation..and to serve Him..
Love in Christ,
sla
Posted:
Sat Aug 02, 2008 10:38 am
by mlg
wooohoooo sweetlittleangel, I got excited by just reading what you wrote about this last step. All the things God wants us to be, all the things we should want to be, and even if we don't meet all those expectations fully the first few times, He still loves us and passes his grace to us.
You said God doesn't want much from us, and How true that is. You know one thing I've learned in my walk with God, is that you can't out give Him. No matter how hard you try. The more you become willing to serve Him and reach out to His lost sheep, the more the blessings flow.
God is AMAZING!!!!
Keep growing with God sis, you are doing great.
luv ya