memory-lane , revisited
Posted: Fri Sep 11, 2009 10:29 am
For once , and hopefully finally , I wake up and just sat at the edge of my bed and I found myself asking " Do you hear that ? " nothing !! no noise , no static , no whispers ! . An absolute calm had overtaken me , (without my "permission" , hah ! ) but of course Mr genius here HAS to do something about it right ? , something like "Ok , you're did it this time , you've crossed the treshold , check the mirror see if its still the same body that your head is attatched to . " Just shut up vahn and enjoy the moment ! this may not last long the way you going about it . Down on my knees , hands locked ready for combat , the only words out of my mouth were "Thank You" nothing absolutely no other words would come out , as much as I wanted to . Total "silence" , getting back on my feet wiping the wet stuff off my face ( yeah yeah so I'd turned to mush , so shoot me ok ?) It felt like I'm walking in this (fishing for words to describe ) "fog" , I mean like invisible ,but clear , bright fog that I could actualy "see" . makes sense to anyone ? And more , I was not afraid , apprehensive or even questioning what was going on , I just "knew" ! as if I had always known what it was .
Looking for my shirt , I bumped the desk , the monitor wakes and I see many called page left on from when? how long ? if ? I dont know and I dont care , but one thing for sure , I couldn't help it but smile with the assurance that my face will not crack , the first thing came to mind was my first reaction many moons ago when I responded with "Yep i'd been called a lot of things before and I'm sure this one wont faze me either , I just wanna see what I'm called now ! " Genius huh ? yep I was well when I got here !.
What am I called for To DO , is what counts , and you know what ? I dont know and I dont want to know , I just put one foot in front of the other and do the best I can in everything that God puts in FRONT of me , not the past , not the future or even five minutes from now , besides five minutes ago WAS my past , knowing that the Hand of God had always been Is and always Will be with me to see me thru , and nothing and absolutely nothing is too big for us not be able to carry this message to the next one who my Lord had chosen to see .
May God bless you all with the same
Looking for my shirt , I bumped the desk , the monitor wakes and I see many called page left on from when? how long ? if ? I dont know and I dont care , but one thing for sure , I couldn't help it but smile with the assurance that my face will not crack , the first thing came to mind was my first reaction many moons ago when I responded with "Yep i'd been called a lot of things before and I'm sure this one wont faze me either , I just wanna see what I'm called now ! " Genius huh ? yep I was well when I got here !.
What am I called for To DO , is what counts , and you know what ? I dont know and I dont want to know , I just put one foot in front of the other and do the best I can in everything that God puts in FRONT of me , not the past , not the future or even five minutes from now , besides five minutes ago WAS my past , knowing that the Hand of God had always been Is and always Will be with me to see me thru , and nothing and absolutely nothing is too big for us not be able to carry this message to the next one who my Lord had chosen to see .
May God bless you all with the same