tossed in the air . . . pt 2
Posted: Thu Aug 27, 2009 8:37 pmActually this is a reply I pasted to a new post with the hope that it may explain things in a different light .
Needless to say where I was at the time , in the middle of this great big confusion , to say the least , in my last post and obviously I dont do confusions very well , if at all . See , God is no author of confusion so ... I know , and I dont do ANYTHING without asking for guidance from Him first in all my undertakings , I mean I dont even put my shoes on without asking Him if there's a reason for me to do so first ( overdoing ? maybe ! but hey if it works , dont fix it right ? ) so that's how I know the confusion is not generated from my side of the street , so that leaves me with one other option right ? If its not from God , then it must be from the enemy , that's where my frustration lies , he is working thru a person, but which ? Obviously its not the person directly involved in this whole mess ! so that leaves two more , and I normally would think it's any of my business , except for the fact it's causing more damage to the person I care about than me , which in turn makes it my business . Not being able to pinpoint where the enemy's front is , naturally frustration turns to anger and I know better than to direct my anger to either God , the people involved nor myself , my anger is toward the enemy cuz one of these other ppl I hold dear to my heart as well and I feel like I'm walking in a mine field , ever being careful where to step , and that , my friends is definitely not God's work ,period .
Needless to say where I was at the time , in the middle of this great big confusion , to say the least , in my last post and obviously I dont do confusions very well , if at all . See , God is no author of confusion so ... I know , and I dont do ANYTHING without asking for guidance from Him first in all my undertakings , I mean I dont even put my shoes on without asking Him if there's a reason for me to do so first ( overdoing ? maybe ! but hey if it works , dont fix it right ? ) so that's how I know the confusion is not generated from my side of the street , so that leaves me with one other option right ? If its not from God , then it must be from the enemy , that's where my frustration lies , he is working thru a person, but which ? Obviously its not the person directly involved in this whole mess ! so that leaves two more , and I normally would think it's any of my business , except for the fact it's causing more damage to the person I care about than me , which in turn makes it my business . Not being able to pinpoint where the enemy's front is , naturally frustration turns to anger and I know better than to direct my anger to either God , the people involved nor myself , my anger is toward the enemy cuz one of these other ppl I hold dear to my heart as well and I feel like I'm walking in a mine field , ever being careful where to step , and that , my friends is definitely not God's work ,period .
