was today happening yesterday ?
Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2009 12:03 pmIf I had read or come across stp. 3 in S. O. T. at some other time than today, I would definitely not understood the "inside" meaning of it , oh, I have , for that matter , read them B 4 , but just filed them under "knowledge" .
It wasn't that long ago , that I was tossing a question of " why do some people insist on quoting Scripture as other than what it is ?" around , but between the reading today & the events of yesterday , through the Spirit, I find myself asking " But isn't that what You have been doing all along vahn ? "
Maybe, If I were to change the title of this post to " Who was that masked man ? " would be more appropriate to describe what I'm about to write next .
Just for starts , that's the feeling I woke up with this morning , and , out of habit that I'd aquiered by listening to others I said "don't even try to figure it out by yourself vahn , just let it happen , the answer will come by itself " . Sooo , I'm typing , again .
See most of my life , my "idea" of Scripture was limited (by me) to , "dont murder and all's well" then I get this , they murdered this man Jesus , and evryone's going "All's well !! " Hmmm , Ok 4 sale sign goes up on the Bible (Like new , hardly used) and that was the end of it for me , I mean " These guys will turn you to mush " " they're trying to brainwash you " , the works !
Needless to say that ,if there ever was a brain that needed to be washed , it was mine ! and I thank God for that today. For without my knowledge of it , the past 2 weeks , there was this subtle gnawing in the back of my head that I couldn't put my finger on it , but did I found out yesterday or what ? , I think it was the fact that , very subtely , I was thinking " yep , vahn , you are turning to mush , how else would you be putting up w/all this and say 'all's well' n and act as if nothing's happening" .
Covered under the guise of pride and ego , I was the one who was turning myself to mush by resisting the power of the Holy Spirit to do the "work" instead , that I was telling myself I'm getting weaker & weaker, but yesterday , without me knowing it , I realize now that , I just unleashed the Spirit ( if that makes sense , at all) and that "Masked man" was the Spirit in me , working through me saying , "this is how its done" .
Now try to call me brainwashed , or mush , my answer will be " U huh , It'd be in your best interest not to get me going !! "
My daughter this morning asked me " How did you sense the scam ? How did you know the monitor was stolen ? " I said "Have no clue sis , but I can show you this garden ? "
It is my only hope, and prayer that she'd buy some potting soil today , and I also know that typing is much easier than fighting , you guys just keep up the good work !
May God & the Holy Spirit bless you , always !
It wasn't that long ago , that I was tossing a question of " why do some people insist on quoting Scripture as other than what it is ?" around , but between the reading today & the events of yesterday , through the Spirit, I find myself asking " But isn't that what You have been doing all along vahn ? "
Maybe, If I were to change the title of this post to " Who was that masked man ? " would be more appropriate to describe what I'm about to write next .
Just for starts , that's the feeling I woke up with this morning , and , out of habit that I'd aquiered by listening to others I said "don't even try to figure it out by yourself vahn , just let it happen , the answer will come by itself " . Sooo , I'm typing , again .
See most of my life , my "idea" of Scripture was limited (by me) to , "dont murder and all's well" then I get this , they murdered this man Jesus , and evryone's going "All's well !! " Hmmm , Ok 4 sale sign goes up on the Bible (Like new , hardly used) and that was the end of it for me , I mean " These guys will turn you to mush " " they're trying to brainwash you " , the works !
Needless to say that ,if there ever was a brain that needed to be washed , it was mine ! and I thank God for that today. For without my knowledge of it , the past 2 weeks , there was this subtle gnawing in the back of my head that I couldn't put my finger on it , but did I found out yesterday or what ? , I think it was the fact that , very subtely , I was thinking " yep , vahn , you are turning to mush , how else would you be putting up w/all this and say 'all's well' n and act as if nothing's happening" .
Covered under the guise of pride and ego , I was the one who was turning myself to mush by resisting the power of the Holy Spirit to do the "work" instead , that I was telling myself I'm getting weaker & weaker, but yesterday , without me knowing it , I realize now that , I just unleashed the Spirit ( if that makes sense , at all) and that "Masked man" was the Spirit in me , working through me saying , "this is how its done" .
Now try to call me brainwashed , or mush , my answer will be " U huh , It'd be in your best interest not to get me going !! "
My daughter this morning asked me " How did you sense the scam ? How did you know the monitor was stolen ? " I said "Have no clue sis , but I can show you this garden ? "
It is my only hope, and prayer that she'd buy some potting soil today , and I also know that typing is much easier than fighting , you guys just keep up the good work !
May God & the Holy Spirit bless you , always !