first step of fourteen
Posted: Thu May 11, 2017 8:12 pm
hi...i am brand new to this site...i have never been to chat rooms or any forums for that matter... came across this site while searching for places to get some kind of help...both spiritual and everyday life therapy...
i need to get my life back from this thing i have become over these past many years. hoping that this fourteen step program will help me find the way!!
i have been falling down a black hole for many years now, and i don't know where to turn any more. i have hurt a some wonderful people along the way with my insecurity, my lying, my hiding of emotions, my fear of failing, my cheating, my stupidity.....my heart is big but my actions are trivial...i pray that i can find the peace and happiness i once had when my heart and soul were on the right path....god where did i go wrong....i've got no one to blame but myself for this person i have become, this person who i dislike so much...need to let the light shine back in....
i need to get my life back from this thing i have become over these past many years. hoping that this fourteen step program will help me find the way!!
i have been falling down a black hole for many years now, and i don't know where to turn any more. i have hurt a some wonderful people along the way with my insecurity, my lying, my hiding of emotions, my fear of failing, my cheating, my stupidity.....my heart is big but my actions are trivial...i pray that i can find the peace and happiness i once had when my heart and soul were on the right path....god where did i go wrong....i've got no one to blame but myself for this person i have become, this person who i dislike so much...need to let the light shine back in....