Modelbuilder's Journal Day 6
Posted: Sat Jan 03, 2015 8:01 pm
Whew....Yesterday's post took a bit of a toll on me, I am tired. My beautiful wife was impressed with my transparency, I read each post to her before I post it if at all possible. and well knows the toll taken on me when I delve into these thoughts and feelings - I do much better with the thoughts. My thinking on this, transparency, is that if I am going to let God heal me, help myself and possibly help anyone else with what I write then I need to be transparent. I do not think that the Lord would have me be any other way. So if what I write is too much you have my apologies but I must write what I must write. Today's revelation: That child me that I despise so much, well I will not be made whole apart from him as he is a wounded part of me that needs healing. It is a terrible thing to be alone in a room and not being able to stand the company present. A blessed evening and day to you all.