Stepping Stone # 1
Posted: Fri Dec 07, 2012 9:13 am
Here I am. I thought that I would give the 14 Day CCCC a try. So now I'm doing the Stepping Stone # 1. What do I got to lose? Nothing really. One of the questions asked is if I'm ready to overcome my problems and to have peace restored in my life. Well yes, however I had to really search my heart. I know that problems will not go away, they will aways be there, however God will grant me strength to go through some of those problems and get rid of the negative problems. And yes, I seriously do want to have peace in my life. So why not?
Many times I have tried to get rid of my problems on my own, only to make matters worse. I realize that I need to put my trust in God in order to help me through this. Trust does not come easy for me. I know in my mind that God will not hurt me. The real truth is I need to have faith in God, not in myelf or others.
Another thing is to believe. Belief can come in many forms but there is only one true belief and that is the belief in the Lord Jesus Christ. I often doubt in certain areas especially when it comes to seeing God as my Heavenly Father. I have distorted images of who God is. I see Him as my abusive earthly father. I realize that I need to change this mindset of who God really is. Also I realize that I need to change my mindset on a lot of things.
One part that I read is about forgiving ourselves. I definetly have an issue with forgiving myself, only because I believe that I don't deserve God's forgiveness. I was always told that I am a bad person, so I grew up believing that I am a bad person.
I saw many things while reading Stepping Stone # 1. I see that I have doubt and unbelief, that I need to trust in God. Need to have faith. Need to forgive myself. The most important is to accept that God loves me for who I am, not what others make me out to be. Also I need to change my mindset. So I am ready to go through with this. Here I am standing on Stepping Stone # 1.
Moriah Ruth
Moriah Ruth
Many times I have tried to get rid of my problems on my own, only to make matters worse. I realize that I need to put my trust in God in order to help me through this. Trust does not come easy for me. I know in my mind that God will not hurt me. The real truth is I need to have faith in God, not in myelf or others.
Another thing is to believe. Belief can come in many forms but there is only one true belief and that is the belief in the Lord Jesus Christ. I often doubt in certain areas especially when it comes to seeing God as my Heavenly Father. I have distorted images of who God is. I see Him as my abusive earthly father. I realize that I need to change this mindset of who God really is. Also I realize that I need to change my mindset on a lot of things.
One part that I read is about forgiving ourselves. I definetly have an issue with forgiving myself, only because I believe that I don't deserve God's forgiveness. I was always told that I am a bad person, so I grew up believing that I am a bad person.
I saw many things while reading Stepping Stone # 1. I see that I have doubt and unbelief, that I need to trust in God. Need to have faith. Need to forgive myself. The most important is to accept that God loves me for who I am, not what others make me out to be. Also I need to change my mindset. So I am ready to go through with this. Here I am standing on Stepping Stone # 1.
Moriah Ruth
Moriah Ruth