Trying to get Right w/ God. Day 11
Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2012 7:31 pmAgain, I can't thank you all enough for your obedience to Christ. Thank you for your prayers. Thank you for your fellowship.
Today's Stepping Stone calmed some persisting anxieties. During my initial approach of Healing Path, I was burned out after struggling with God. Eleven days into this program, I recognized my "weeds" and decided to continue my life with a different mental approach with a different heart.
Few days ago, I yearned to be used by God. Prayed to be led by God. Prayed to be at peace and make sometime out of my life. Now, I see opportunities where God can work through me, but the struggle never ends in my heart. I feel a conflicted because God is showing me different venues that are in need, but with limited resources, fear of rejection, logistical issues, or fear of the uncontrollable possible outcomes... anxieties kick in. Also, I wasn't sure how to get started. Today's stepping stone convicted me that opportunities are here, but I need to be aligned with the Holy Spirit. I need to seek and communicate with the Holy Spirit. So, I'll begin that. Please continue to pray for us all. God is working through each and every one of us. Including you!
Today's Stepping Stone calmed some persisting anxieties. During my initial approach of Healing Path, I was burned out after struggling with God. Eleven days into this program, I recognized my "weeds" and decided to continue my life with a different mental approach with a different heart.
Few days ago, I yearned to be used by God. Prayed to be led by God. Prayed to be at peace and make sometime out of my life. Now, I see opportunities where God can work through me, but the struggle never ends in my heart. I feel a conflicted because God is showing me different venues that are in need, but with limited resources, fear of rejection, logistical issues, or fear of the uncontrollable possible outcomes... anxieties kick in. Also, I wasn't sure how to get started. Today's stepping stone convicted me that opportunities are here, but I need to be aligned with the Holy Spirit. I need to seek and communicate with the Holy Spirit. So, I'll begin that. Please continue to pray for us all. God is working through each and every one of us. Including you!