Needing to Change Day 2
Posted: Tue Oct 30, 2012 8:56 amI honestly have to say, for me, reading through stepping stone 2 and considering all of the worldly things that have influenced my mind and imbedded thoughts, ideas and behaviors is a bit overwhelming. I am so very eager to get through this phase in my life and become the person that God would want me to be. Patience, unfortunately has never been something I could call a virtue of mine. Even as I type I can feel my stomach getting tight and becoming anxious about being able to make it through. I am such a weak person and so quick to give up if I dont experience instant gratification. I dont want to be that person anymore. I am 31 years old, and approximately 20 of those years have been spent allowing the world and Satan to fill my "garden with weeds." I pray for strength and patience to make it through these steps in order to be rid of those "weeds," for good! Please keep me in your prayers.