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I need to just say this:

Lord- I am asking for your forgiveness. I know that I haven't been a good child of yours for a while. Lord I want to give you the anger and hatred that I have for my parents. Forgive me for the lies that I have told. And the pain that I have caused my mom. I haven't been good at forgiving myself. I blame everyone for my problems including you and me. I am beganing to see that you didn't like my home life anymore than I did. You cried when I cried and hurt when I hurt. Well I am telling you that I am hurting. I don't like the way I am feeling and I ask that you full me with your spirit.I haven't always done well in the past when I would give my problems over to you. I try and control it myself. But I think now I am truly ready for you to take them. Take my anger, take my emptiness, take my fear and bitterness. Take my loneliness and fill me with your spirit and love. I ask this because I need you lord. I am tired for feeling the hurt. Please help me end the negative thoughts about my and the thoughts of suicide. I need you in my life. I need you.

bgg, I am very proud of you. Stay faithful, something awesome is coming your way. Gal 2:20 I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. Praying for you, Jimf

bgg,
I feel your pain. You stated you need Him as we all do.
Thus, think upon this..... Help me yo Love you........
You are in my prayers.

GBU as you heal.

Real