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Hi I'm new to this .. Often I'm left questioning myself of who I am. I confess that pride , jealousy ,anger, envy, controlling, is my down fall. I often feel rejected and lonely but more so lost. Im looking for my salvation and to renew my mind, heart.. I have hurt so many people lord forgive me., so hard to stay in faith, and often I get angry with god.

Hi,
I hope you are able to find a good Bible based church that you can attend and start getting involved in. Please turn to the Lord in this matter because he is always there to forgive and help you through this difficult time. I lost my boyfriend a little over 1 year ago today and it is the hardest thing that I have ever been through. We would have gotten married this past summer. I am where I am today because God where there helping me through the difficult time. I will never forget what happened or the details surrounding the event. But, I know that God has a plan through everything that happens in life even though it is hard for us to see that.
Let me know if there is anything I can do to help,
Tara
*You should try the chat room. The people here are very supportive and helpful.
I went to a counselor for almost a year as well. That was helpful to talk to someone who had the training to help me make progress with what I was going through.

Hello Angelina,

What a pretty name .

Being new to this is a good thing! Welcome to Oasis! I look forward to watching you grow in your faith and walk with our Lord.

I am always questioning myself, for that we have in common as well as some of the things you have listed that you struggle with. Another good thing is that you notice them! That is half the battle. The other half of the battle He will guide you through and He will lead you to others whom share your desire to be Christlike and renewing of their minds. It is a daily renewal, we are never finished, I thank God for that! Ever growing in His love and widom is so rewarding when we yield ourselves to do so.

Allow yourself to forgive yourself for your faults so you may begin to heal. If you confessed your sins to our Lord< he is sure to forgie you, so allow yourself that same forgiveness.

Keep with the steps sister, glad He led you here.

Peace
♥Jill

Hi Angelina,
Yes to all of what our sister Jill said
But I would like to add those things you feel

Often I'm left questioning myself of who I am. I confess that pride , jealousy ,anger, envy, controlling, is my down fall. I often feel rejected and lonely but more so lost.

These are ALL tools of the devil and he uses these to destroy us if we are not careful

I have hurt so many people lord forgive me., so hard to stay in faith, and often I get angry with god.

a) As for forgiveness....it is done you ask from your heart and you will recieve
b) As for staying in your faith....when you stumble and fall you have two choices lay there or get up and start again, I hope you'll choose the second one
c) If you get angry with Him He knows you are being REAL with Him and not fake, should we get that way no BUT it is a fact we do not like the outcome of life sometimes and to pretend to Him only offends Him.....BE REAL with Him.

God bless and stay strong
Cuc