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The healing path has really been a blessing. I feel closer to God every day. UNTIL TODAY. I had to read and reread day 4 several times. This is not a weed in my life, ITS A FULL GROWN TREE. I have never really thought about levels of forgiveness until now. I felt crushed. I have lived this way my whole christian life. I would read, stop, mope around,and feel like quiting and then read some more . I felt so separated from God. I had no idea where to even start, this is overwhelming. Finally ( after my woe is me pity party ) I prayed to the Lord. This is not instances of unforgiveness, this has been a lifestyle. Not to point fingers, but every christian i know lives this way. What do i do it? Where do i start ? This is to great of an obstacle to overcome. Please deliver me. This is what i believe the Lord spoke into my thoughts ( hopefully not to far into left field ) YOU ARE NOT TRAINED, COMPETANT, COMPASSIONATE, OR DISCERNING ENOUGH TO HOLD THE JOB OF JUDGE. THAT JOB IS MINE , I HEREBY ASK YOU FOR YOUR LETTER OF RESIGNATION. I Jimf hereby resign my job as judge, effective immediatly. Jimf NOW THAT YOU ARE UNEMPLOYED AND WILL HAVE A LOT MORE TIME ON YOU HANDS I AM OFFERING YOU THE FOLLOWING JOB. VICTIMS ADVOCATE. YOUR DUTIES WILL BE THAT WHENEVER THE DESIRE TO JUDGE AND MAKE JUDGEMENTS AGAINST PEOPLE ARISES, I WANT YOU TO PRAY FOR THEM AND YOUSELF. THAT ALL YOU (AND THEM) DO IN WORD AND DEED , DO ALL TO THE GLORY OF JESUS CHRIST. YOUR JOB AND TRAINING WILL START IMMEDIATLY. I accept Jimf