Day 5 on the Journey of CCCC
Posted: Mon Aug 13, 2012 9:37 amLooked over the page for stepping stone five and it made me think "Is my problem really that big?"
Overall things are fine, I just need some guidance. Being young and on my own had gotten the best of me and I was feeling overwhelmed. Things have taken a different turn as I realize that I have present helps in my life, I just need to be more vocal in reaching out for them. I tend to shut myself away and think "It's just me in this. People are busy and they don't care." When I actually need to just reach out for help and be more visible. Sometimes I think I need to be alone when in fact I am lonely and need to be in the company of others. So this week I'm not going to worry about why I haven't heard from so and so. I'm just going to keep reaching out to them if they come up in my heart again, simple. In this upcoming season, I'm going to be more open and transparent with those that God has given me to keep me accountable. I realize I had somewhat of a wall up that sort of kept me in control of how others perceive me. I'm about to learn what being saved by grace really means during this season. And I am going to let Go and let God! This season is almost over as the lessons that God is teaching me are now beginning to be applied to my life.
Overall things are fine, I just need some guidance. Being young and on my own had gotten the best of me and I was feeling overwhelmed. Things have taken a different turn as I realize that I have present helps in my life, I just need to be more vocal in reaching out for them. I tend to shut myself away and think "It's just me in this. People are busy and they don't care." When I actually need to just reach out for help and be more visible. Sometimes I think I need to be alone when in fact I am lonely and need to be in the company of others. So this week I'm not going to worry about why I haven't heard from so and so. I'm just going to keep reaching out to them if they come up in my heart again, simple. In this upcoming season, I'm going to be more open and transparent with those that God has given me to keep me accountable. I realize I had somewhat of a wall up that sort of kept me in control of how others perceive me. I'm about to learn what being saved by grace really means during this season. And I am going to let Go and let God! This season is almost over as the lessons that God is teaching me are now beginning to be applied to my life.