Day 1
Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2012 2:24 pm
Wow....I've always believed that God works in mysterious ways and me finding this christian counseling proves that! I was not online looking for this, I literally typed an incorrect word and here I am. This is happening at a very important time in my life. I was raised in church and have been in church all my life up until about 3yrs ago. I have 3 boys under the age of 5 so I used my kids as an excuse to stay home on Sundays. I put in my head that if I have to constantly keep getting up taking the boys out to quiet them down, or use the restroom, etc...then I might as well stay home since I'm not really able to hear the message. Then the obvious happened. As I became more distant to church, I started feeling comfortable not going to church. Then as I got comfortable, I started hanging out with friends I knew were not good for me. That's when it all started going down hill for me! I became a different person. I lost my patience I had with my boys....so that mean everything was frustrating to me, even my husband. What's funny is I knew I had changed but at the time I didn't care. I thought I was having a happy life, drinking, smoking, going out, doing things I thought was fun. But I thank God I am his child!! As long as I can remember I always felt convicted after doing something I knew was wrong or not pleasing to God. So while I was out having what I thought a good time and doing what I thought was fun...I was being convicted. Each day that went by I felt worse and worse instead of better and better.
I am soooo happy God has led me to this counseling! I was so gone and lost....but it sure feels good to be back home! I pray that will use me in ways like never before! I'm so excited and just happy to be delivered!!!! Looking forward to day 2!
I am soooo happy God has led me to this counseling! I was so gone and lost....but it sure feels good to be back home! I pray that will use me in ways like never before! I'm so excited and just happy to be delivered!!!! Looking forward to day 2!