Dear JOHNR and DAVID...
Posted: Tue Jun 12, 2012 7:55 pmBrother JohnR and Brother David,
This might not be the best place for this. But I felt led to do this. I read your words and my heart aches. It wrenches in pain for you. Because I know who you are and yet you only see your pasts, your sins, your down falls.
Did you know God doesn't see you that way. He doesn't see what you've done wrong. He sees His sons, whom He created, with great love, GREAT love, and who He adores completely. Sons who make Him proud, daily!!!! He knew you'd make mistakes and He made you just as you are anyway. He enjoys walking with you both as you learn and grow. But the guilt you carry is not from Him. That guilt saddens our Father because He knows it's heavy for you and He wants to take that off your shoulders. Cause His love for YOU is GREAT! HUGE! MAGNIFICENT!
Gosh you know I've never done this before but I just had to get your attention so you could possibly hear Gods words of love. He just wants to hold you, His sons.
He says his burden is light and His yoke is easy. The loads you two men of God are carrying is not light nor easy. Hmmmm....must be carrying something that is not from God then.
I hope you hear my words. I hope you let them settle into your heart and soul. I hope you don't let the enemy steal them from you. He'll whisper things to make you doubt they are true. Recognize that's his evil voice and tell it where to go right then and there. "Get away from me Satan for I'm serving the Lord." Serve the Lord by allowing His grace to work with in you, and His love to flow freely through you. Allow His spirit to consume every cell of your body. Just rest in Him brothers. One day you'll give up these heavy loads of guilt and shame and doubt because those things aren't allowed in Heaven. If they aren't allowed in Heaven then why you carrying them now?
I know it's not easy to lay that load down. With practice you'll get there.
Praying for you both! God loves you each one and so do I. Proud to call you my brothers.
Your sister,
Dora
This might not be the best place for this. But I felt led to do this. I read your words and my heart aches. It wrenches in pain for you. Because I know who you are and yet you only see your pasts, your sins, your down falls.
Did you know God doesn't see you that way. He doesn't see what you've done wrong. He sees His sons, whom He created, with great love, GREAT love, and who He adores completely. Sons who make Him proud, daily!!!! He knew you'd make mistakes and He made you just as you are anyway. He enjoys walking with you both as you learn and grow. But the guilt you carry is not from Him. That guilt saddens our Father because He knows it's heavy for you and He wants to take that off your shoulders. Cause His love for YOU is GREAT! HUGE! MAGNIFICENT!
Gosh you know I've never done this before but I just had to get your attention so you could possibly hear Gods words of love. He just wants to hold you, His sons.
He says his burden is light and His yoke is easy. The loads you two men of God are carrying is not light nor easy. Hmmmm....must be carrying something that is not from God then.
I hope you hear my words. I hope you let them settle into your heart and soul. I hope you don't let the enemy steal them from you. He'll whisper things to make you doubt they are true. Recognize that's his evil voice and tell it where to go right then and there. "Get away from me Satan for I'm serving the Lord." Serve the Lord by allowing His grace to work with in you, and His love to flow freely through you. Allow His spirit to consume every cell of your body. Just rest in Him brothers. One day you'll give up these heavy loads of guilt and shame and doubt because those things aren't allowed in Heaven. If they aren't allowed in Heaven then why you carrying them now?
I know it's not easy to lay that load down. With practice you'll get there. Praying for you both! God loves you each one and so do I. Proud to call you my brothers.
Your sister,
Dora
