Day 5
Posted: Fri Jun 01, 2012 12:36 amDang, I have a lot of problems! (said with a smile). I am reminded of what a friend of mine said to me about 2 years ago. He said to me "Dave, I don't know how you handle all your problems, you have alot!". Now this comes from a man that has worked as a lobbyist at the UN (basically against the UN), recently divorced, his $2 million/ year business dissolved and on the verge of losing his ranch. I have a couple of sins I am still in the process of giving up to the Lord and yeah, I'm selfish. The good news is yesterday the Lord put a longing in my heart to return to school. I have had a desire to get into studio audio engineering. Today I have been in just a fog all day, cannot think clearly. I did spend a few hours with an ex girlfriend today, helping her with her car. She is the most recent "loss". We dated for about a year. When winter came, so did the addition of seasonal depression and it took it's toll. I hold alot of guilt in that because I became very close to her 5 year old son. I miss him and he misses me. We have remained friends, although it has been tough. The good thing is that I found out she was talking with someone on eharmony for a couple of weeks and she tells me I'm the only one that was excited and happy for her. I am thankful for all the support I have received here. Hoping I can come spend more time here soon. Bless you all!
