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my name is jessica and well i need help! i really think its something wrong but im not sure what it is ???? like i am in a relationship that i know that is bad for me ! he is not Godly and is actually pulling me away from God! but its like i CAN'T stay away from him its like i am afraid to be alone! i don't know really why or what is the source but its scary because i feel stuck!!! like i can not move forward in my life or walk with God i feel like he doesnt hear me ! and everyone else gets such quick deliverance and healing and freedom and im watching from a far and wondering why is that not happening for me i also have this really heavy feeling on my heart !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its like something is sitting on it i just really want to be free and its like i read my word and pray and worship but it seem not to be working this is just getting to be so much i dnt know what to do !!!!!! i have a bad history with a cycle of sin and repeating things like going back like im not strong enough i just am tired of feeling like poop and thats how i feel thats how my boyfriend makes me feel and im sick of this !

Hi Jessica,
Welcome to the Oasis as for your emergency, yes it sounds as if satan is using this ungodly man to draw you from your walk with the Lord, as for the imediate delivery....not always, I am this way but I know some of mine is my sinful ways holding me back I believe in Him and want to do what pleases Him but I find myself weak and doing things I know are not
But I go to Him and ask daily for His strength, mercy and knowledge of how to become the man He wants me to be and you know what....it may not be instant but I have learned to be patient even though I want it NOW, He is teaching me
I know of the lonely feelings to well you see I have been alone for 2 1/2 years but I have resisted going to the bars and such because I know that is not what I need, I just continue to ask Him to send her to me and until I feel that is the case I will stay alone and yes it is VERY hard.
That heavy feeling on your heart, are you sure it's not the knowing God wants more for you??
I am so glad you came here and glad to meet you as well, I pray the Lord shows you the path He has for you
Please take a look at the counseling pages here as well as the MANY other pages and let us know if you wish to talk more or have questions
God bless
Christnundrconstruxn (Cuc)

Hello Jessica,

Welcome to Oasis!

The Holy SPirit nudges us when things arent "right". You are obviously experiencing some warning signs. Here is where we ourselves come in... When Holy SPirit nudges us we have the freedom to choose what is healthy for ourselves and our relationship with our Creator. God does His part by the nudging, we are to do ours by the choosing in which direction to go. If there is some situation or some one that seems to be creating a chasm between us and our Creator then it would be advisable to spend some soul searching time with Him to figure things out. He (Our Creator) will guide you and never leave you.

Making choices is not easy, especially when you feel "stuck" but know that with Him there is always a way out of any unhealthy situation we find ourselves in... He is the Way, the Truth and the Life. Trust in Him.

I am hoping you continue your journey doing the counseling steps if you have not already started on them, i encourage you to do so. What do you got to lose?

Praying for your situation as I type.
God's will be done in your life
♥Jill

Some great advise here from some loving brothers and sisters Jessica. I just want you to know that I care and I'm praying for you. I hope you continue with the counseling steps as many have and found what their hearts were longing for. Take your time to soak in the words in the counseling steps and focus on really what you want or more importantly what God wants for your life right now. God loves you and thinks so much of you.