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Hello!

Im starting this journey in hopes of gaining a new outlook on my life and turning all my relationships around with this wonderful journey! I was so happy to find this website because for the past long couple months my mind has been attacked in several different areas including my schooling my friendships my relationship with God and my future husband. The issue has stemmed from doubting my relationship and consequently I have been completely doubting every aspect of my life. I began to doubt Gods word because of my inconsistency in His presence. but even in the face of trying to become consistent it has been hard... I dont know why. i just hope that my relationship with God can be turned around by this 14 day challenge. I am excited to hear about other ppls opinions and know that I am eager to learn so ANY advice you have please feel free to reply!

Different ares Doubt has been taking over:

My dreams
My ambitions
My goals
My relationships
My friendships
My purpose
My confidence
My self image/esteem
My consistency (with everything)
My prayer life
EVERYTHING

I feel as though it has become such a strong pull that Now I dont even know what is the real truth anymore. Ive become afraid of God because I think he is constantly against me and what I am doing. I struggle to believe that He loves me and it seems I have not made myself fully available because I keep thinking He is going to bruise me and batter me for the cause of His purpose, and then leave me. I know this isn't true, but those are the thoughts that keep recurring over and over in my mind. Now I understand why I am wavering constantly because of doubt. I must say that this is completely new.... my past issues were fear, which has a similar effect. But I feel that maybe if I just invest myself in my own healing God will see my faithfulness and will not withhold my healing. I look forward to this journey :D

Welcome to Oasis!
Take your time as you do these steps and ponder on them while you are away from the computer.
You have picked an excellent time to start these steps as it is right after Easter.
May God's Hand be upon you.

GBU

Real

We tend to view God the way we've been treated by this world. Personally when someone is mad at me I think God is too. When someone is disappointed in me I think God is too. It's a daily battle to focus on what His word says He thinks and feels toward us instead of what the world says about us.

God loves you no doubt. He isn't against you. As a matter of fact He is enjoying watching you daily. Even in the little things you bring Him joy. Like a loving parent watching their baby sleep, eat, play.

It is my prayer that you come to understand the depth of His love and grace. It will blow your socks off when you do.

God loves ya and so do I.

I am glad to see you here, and want to encourage you to do the steps. It will change your perspective. If you miss a day, dont fret...continue.. Gods word will change you....
and I say... " Don't give up .. just cuz u screw up" haha
crzy