Day 3 - Stepping Stone 3
Posted: Thu Apr 05, 2012 8:51 amThe server was down at the "usual" time I post...when my brain and the house is quiet. As with all things with God, He has His reasons.
As to Step 3's lesson, God's Grace, I am thankful that He bestows His Grace on me...on everyone...even though we don't deserve it.
Okay, I take that back...it's me who feels I don't deserve it. I stopped taking Communion for a while because I was angry (a whole different subject) and then after many days of prayerful meditation, I then did not feel worthy of His gift. I spoke with the pastor and he said that we should *especially* take Communion when we don't feel worthy, so God can work through us, through the Flesh and Blood of Christ.
I keep repeating in my head, the song I was taught when I was very small, "Jesus Loves Me" because that's all I can handle at the moment. It's the last song I sang to my baby boy. While the journal-section was down, I was able to find the counceling section on Animals in Heaven and that gave me great comfort, but I know that it is my selfish-self that acknowledges that I still have an empty lap and empty arms.
I know that with God's Grace, I will eventually find peace...I just need to keep praying for it and utilize all of the help that God has placed in my life.
As to Step 3's lesson, God's Grace, I am thankful that He bestows His Grace on me...on everyone...even though we don't deserve it.
Okay, I take that back...it's me who feels I don't deserve it. I stopped taking Communion for a while because I was angry (a whole different subject) and then after many days of prayerful meditation, I then did not feel worthy of His gift. I spoke with the pastor and he said that we should *especially* take Communion when we don't feel worthy, so God can work through us, through the Flesh and Blood of Christ.
I keep repeating in my head, the song I was taught when I was very small, "Jesus Loves Me" because that's all I can handle at the moment. It's the last song I sang to my baby boy. While the journal-section was down, I was able to find the counceling section on Animals in Heaven and that gave me great comfort, but I know that it is my selfish-self that acknowledges that I still have an empty lap and empty arms.
I know that with God's Grace, I will eventually find peace...I just need to keep praying for it and utilize all of the help that God has placed in my life.
