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entry 9

PostPosted: Wed Apr 04, 2012 3:34 pm
by deborahwarrior4god
'Life circumstances' have me a couple days behind here, which is interesting because this one is about habits and lifestyle. I know for one thing I need to find new friends. I'm contemplating something very difficult here and that is possibly trying out different churches, maybe during the week or something. It's tough because obviously I love my dad, but, it's been difficult finding true friends there lately that aren't interested in judging me, or especially my husband, or making me a charity case. That does NOT help my walk with God. I want to be able to open up without feeling like people are shaking their heads at me (one reason I love this group). So maybe! i feel like the Spirit is telling to branch out in this way,that it might be good for me in multiple ways, and may in the end provide more opportunities for my husband too to hear the gospel in a different environment. Okay, i don't want to get too far ahead of myself!

Other habits are those ANTS Jill brought up. I am thinking about returning to do some scripture memorization to help me combat those, that's a lot like those reminders for this step. i'm also feeling like i should set up a little routine, even if I am expecting things to change up for me, even a routine for the day, will help me feel focused and less crazy and spend time with God.